Recently I have learned forgiveness is constant and it is part of a sequence. First, I forgive myself although in the moment of anger I might not realize that I had my play in it, I soon become aware that somehow I did. Second, I must forgive the other person because like me they are learning about the World, the Universe and make a lifetime of mistakes (This can sometime be difficult if you haven’t seen yourself participating). Third, I let go of the story going along with the incident. The story about what happened keeps me trap in the anger and wanting revenge. Fourth, I send love, blessings and I think of an outcome that I would like to see but don’t expect and focus on light/positive thoughts. I continue to give love while picturing the other person and rejoice while pouring my heart into them. I also illuminate myself with love because I must know that no matter how many mistakes I make I AM there for me and always forgiven no matter what the situation may be. I am only human.
When I contract and expand it is painful just as you would strongly exercising any muscle in your physical body. My ego tries its best to win over causing drama and pain (contract) and then I awake and realize I’m better off just being and nothing else matters (expand). Every moment this is used I become a greater/stronger being than my previous exercise. I believe I have been exercising my spirituality all my life. The physical no longer matters such as possessions. What good are they if I am filled with hate, fear, frustration and life-long pain? Only my being can heal those wounds. There are many outward so called solutions that may temporarily patch it but it is My Higher Self that is the All and the True Healer.
No wonder we all fall into confusion. In my experience I wanted to know the formula. I tried 17 years to break life down to an easy format. Life is too complex and simple to put on paper. It is a duality and this is why there is no wrong or right, up and down, fast or slow, no time there’s only now. I can never type it all no matter how hard I try.
I have stumbled on these things: In spite of separation of religion, spiritual beings and science, I do believe rather you are a Jew, Predestine, Jehovah Witness, Baptist or Catholic all will be welcome to the kingdom of heaven and all IS welcome. This vibration is not discriminatory. All is affected by its change. We are forced to see ourselves ever day as though a permanent mirror is put in front of us. How frustrating is that when you are not focused? Very…let me tell you. Every problematic event is an exercise. I stump my feet, scream, holler, protest and have sink to a low depression only to rise again like the morning sun shining in the east. And, yes I feel very schizophrenia during this process (laugh).
What I have discovered is NOTHING MATTERS. If you wish to understand this deeper: NOTHING TURNS INTO MATTER/FORM…..unless….we allow it to. Everyone really have to understand how powerful we all are. We can create physical things through believing it is and can. A voice out to the Universe (I do mean literally saying things out loud) is a request and which will/have been answered. This is why it is so important to watch what you say and ask especially now when the energy on our planet is so intense.
So, don’t panic when you find that you have loss your grace – the quiet you, the Almighty You that can perform and complete any task. It is the process of now. Enjoy the so called bad times and good times as you contract and expand. Allow yourself to be moody and swing from one faze of you to another. It is ok. This doesn’t mean you are failing on your way to your journey to Ascension this only means you are extremely aware of it. God Bless Us All!!!
Below is a helpful chart I am now using to try to stay on mark.